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Loose Licks

by James Tristan Redding

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Holly, I love how your lipstick shines I think your karma has a color I wish we had met in the Baltimore harbor Chesapeake Bay was brilliant at night Hot and humid like insult to injury No more snow beneath my fingers Chill me out and remind me to relax The southern sun on my shoulders It’s time I called you up and said, “I’m sorry” It’s time you called me back and said, “Don’t worry” Now Christen held the spotlight And Oliver tried to hold his liquor Just long enough to help me remember This is how October feels Another seasonal surrender coming closer Frozen fallout under the streetlights The longest, coldest nights and my friend A white wind on my rosy cheeks It’s time I called you up and said, “I’m sorry” It’s time you called me back and said, “Don’t worry” Sure enough with the evening clouds Uneasy guts and uncertain glances Gary unspun my spinning head I miss all the kentucky rain I remember this one July in Indiana Christmas lights from a theater ceiling Gaudy green tomatoes on a plastic string To rival the jukebox dancers
2.
Where do I begin? Honey how did you When you looked at me how’d you see right through Through my loudest notes and my biggest smile How’d you know that underneath it all I was just a child And I just want love, and I’ll give it back And I got so much that I want to tell you, Jack It’s been locked away, all I have to share What a grand surprise that you arrived and found me there We learn to guard against the scars As if we’re betting both our futures on the cards But I called today to say thank the stars That you figured out the combination to my heart So I opened up a little slow at first And then the words came pouring out unrehearsed Everything I feel, all my questions too I just can’t believe how good it feels to be with you Maybe this is why baby from the start So many winding roads we traveled were so hard But we made it here and today is ours And you can keep the combination to my heart I know it’s still a little scary and we can’t see up ahead But if you let me I will carry all the heavy stuff instead And we’ll drive off in the distance from sunrise to sunset We can paint the sky together like a pair of silhouettes
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Onto the page trickles a single tear drop Into a heart rushes an ounce of blood Out of the west whispers a breath so faintly Over the clouds rushes a hush at dusk In a spring sky on a shooting star Under a blue moon’s fading light One last token for a fairground ride Hold this losing boy tonight, and she says, “I’ll still love you if you have nothing but your broken heart left” I’m getting older so I ask her to remind me every day I’ll still love you if you have nothing but your broken heart left So I say, “baby take my hand and lead me away” Somehow we still come back to find each other After the lies that we both told ourselves Truly your trust is stronger than all my sadness All of my heart is waiting for one more chance In a spring sky on a shooting star Under a blue moon’s fading light One last token for a fairground ride Hold this losing boy tonight, and she says, “I’ll still love you if you have nothing but your broken heart left” I’m getting older so I ask her to remind me every day I’ll still love you if you have nothing but your broken heart left So I say, “baby take my hand and lead me away” Onto a page Into a heart Out of the west Over the clouds All of my heart
4.
Sweet kisses up and down my neck How good you are to me We have only just begun to find Our path between the trees And it’s bittersweet my dear that we both were brought to tears But by now the worst is over and it’s true All the best is yet to come, we can both dance in the sun For the beauty is in dancing here with you Once I was only candle wax Now I’m melting at your name Sparks come to me through your embrace Please always be my flame And it’s bittersweet my dear that we both were brought to tears But by now the worst is over and it’s true All the best is yet to come, we can both dance in the sun For the beauty is in dancing here with you How many days, how many nights Will I awake not by your side However long we have to wait I will be yours, I will create Love with only my own two hands Peace for the world we know Hope in my heart for you my dear Truth everywhere I go
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When I woke up before the sunrise It hit me quick that you were gone You know that chain made out of silver It holds your ring right by my heart I know you left me to start over And build a life with another man Yeah I was angry, I was jealous But heaven help me I miss you girl So I dream of you trying on my clothes and writing in my All Stars I dream of you packing up and heading north by the Midnight Sun I dream of you driving all night long until you pass Chicago Yeah I dream of you, steal a car and speed it right back to my arms I am fading to a brand new shade of blue I dream of you I tried to treat you kind and patient And not to envy or to boast But love is like a broken record A sacred silence in the rain So I dream of you trying on my clothes and writing in my All Stars I dream of you packing up and heading north by the Midnight Sun I dream of you driving all night long until you pass Chicago Yeah I dream of you, steal a car and speed it right back to my arms I am fading to a brand new shade of blue I dream of you Now I don’t mind if you wake me With a bottle in your hand Just remember when you smile for me You pick me up like broken glass
6.
Happened again in the check out line For a moment you crossed my mind Like a movie playing in my head Every word we ever said Kept the ring and all the letters Ten years on still can’t forget ‘em If I’m livin’ in your head too Let those days come back to you Hold that thought when you think of me Hang on tight to the memory Right or wrong we both moved on Even if the love ain’t gone Wish I knew how to turn back time One more night with your hand in mine It’s bittersweet but I’m asking please Hold that thought when you think of me Hold that thought when you think of me I still dig out that wedding dress Put it on and I’m someone else A girl whose humble heart was yours She don’t live here anymore We made plans and said forever Every minute we spent together A lifetime later I sure hope you Remember those days too Hear our song on the radio And see your face everywhere I go So many things that remind me of you I hold that thought and I hope you do, too
7.
I like you, yes I do From your head to your shoes You make me lose all my blues It’s such good news I like you, who who who Else could make my heart choose To be amused by all the screws That I’ve got loose What were the chances that happenstance Would have put us both on that bus What were the odds of all the broads That your dear mom helped us become What I adore, mine and your Feet entangled every angle Jingle jangle, fingle fangle Bingle bangle - these aren’t even words But I like this, yiss oh yiss To reminisce how on your lips I find bliss with just one kiss Or two, or three … hundred What timing thought! Five months ago It really hit me holy smokes What crazy luck, hey babe let’s hold hands Do you want to, ‘cuz I sure do I’m certain I’m the luckiest boy in the world You read me like a picture book I can’t believe I get to be your friend Not to mention I can touch your butt I mean I’ll always make sure it’s okay Because maybe sometimes, it’s not okay I feel like there was a point I was trying to make Was it something about your eyes? I like us, yuss yuss yuss Let’s discuss and make a fuss For such a plus We found thus I like you, I do doo-doo-doo Do you hope you like me too Because I view Me and you as the truth
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It’s one thirty o’clock and I’m alone again I can’t give you the world so I’m just a friend Twelve hours ago I was falling hard Now the rain that we missed is in my heart I wanted to trust in you, I want to confide I wanted to hold your hand and by happy tonight I wanted to talk to you and look in your eyes Then you look back and say you’re sorry, and I’m not surprised You’re a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul I’m just a boy who’s growing old I don’t know the rules, I can’t play the games But I still get weak when I hear your name I wanted to trust in you, I want to confide I wanted to hold your hand and by happy tonight I wanted to talk to you and look in your eyes Then you look back and say you’re sorry, and I’m not surprised Grey sky all around and mist in the air I almost smiled because I know you care And I’m like a tarnished silver spoon at the bottom of a broken kitchen sink I know I’m not shiny like the rest - December 2001 - (back) It’s one thirty o’clock and I’m alone again I can’t give you the world so I’m just a friend Twelve hours ago I was falling hard Now the rain that we missed is in my heart I wanted to trust in you, I want to confide I wanted to hold your hand and by happy tonight I wanted to talk to you and look in your eyes Then you look back and say you’re sorry, and I’m not surprised You’re a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul I’m just a boy who’s growing old I don’t know the rules, I can’t play the games But I still get weak when I hear your name I wanted to trust in you, I want to confide I wanted to hold your hand and by happy tonight I wanted to talk to you and look in your eyes Then you look back and say you’re sorry, and I’m not surprised Grey sky all around and mist in the air I almost smiled because I know you care And I’m like a tarnished silver spoon at the bottom of a broken kitchen sink I know I’m not shiny like the rest
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Memory is such a funny thing When you used to fly but you forgot your wings You and me are like the final piece Of a puzzle I could never quite complete So it’s bittersweet, it’s a shame I guess That I hurt so bad because of you But when the pain is gone I know you’ll still possess The way to heal my heart and we’ll be just like new Maybe when the sky is extra blue It’s a warning sign about your point of view When the clouds are gone it might be smart to find Another ship to sail until the wind resigns And now the rain is gone I think I’m supposed to act Like when the sun came up I got my smile right back It doesn’t work that way, I’m sure it never has But can you make it just like new if I politely ask Confession time, I’m not Superman I got no special tricks just my own two hands But when they’re holding yours everything is good And all I want from you is to be understood So baby come to me, show me that I’m yours And take the pain away so I can just adore The eyes with which you see the man you see in me Who’s not alone tonight, he’s just like new baby
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Not a single word now can quite identify The colors and the contrast, the strange magnetic ties Across an open valley between two human peaks Whatever’s in the water, it’s exactly what I need Jacqueline Before we knew what happened, right before our eyes A blanket soft as summer had wrapped us up inside The minutes and the hours were dancing through the days We fell into the feeling of each other’s tight embrace Jacqueline From ashes we make charcoal to place beauty on a page Like the lightness in a feather that has never seen a cage All around the world we travel with our baggage and our plans Without warning one December the future just began Jacqueline Had I known that I would find you, I damn well would have looked So much closer to the coastline, I can’t believe the time it took But it’s better late than never and it’s not so late I guess Will you let me be your sunshine? I promise not to make mess Jacqueline Now it doesn’t mean we’re perfect and it doesn’t mean we’re free But if you and I are patient we can almost guarantee Something better than we dreamed of, like we somehow have it all We don’t choose the ones we fall for, but we can choose how to fall Jacqueline
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Autumn is time for change, spring is so far away All of these colors fade and nothing is here to stay Beautifully awkward form, the heat of a hand to hold While it was once so warm fall has me feeling cold If it’s my choice then I choose to say goodbye Because the more we speak the less we understand But it’s your voice that just won’t let me lie Yes I love you but I just can’t take your hand Summer we fell asleep watching the embers glow Soon they’ll be buried deep in the December snow Follow the auburn stain of leaves in the rain at dusk Washing away the pain but I will remember us If it’s my choice then I choose to say goodbye Because the more we speak the less we understand But it’s your voice that just won’t let me lie Yes I love you but I just can’t take your hand Gold doesn’t tarnish Silver doesn’t rust Diamonds shine at midnight All except for us
12.
Upon the Blue Ridge Mountains there I take my stand A rifle on my shoulder cherry blossom in my hand You can’t put a price tag on another lesson learned Or the sense of solace when you watch the embers burn I shake the dust off as the sun begins to fade And count my blessings just to live another day Been ‘round in circles like a compass under ground Turns out the simple life was just waiting to be found I guess you could say it’s for the best Take what you want and leave the rest Seems like a life time since I left it all behind The concrete shadows don’t look nothing like these pines So many faces like the pages of a book I left a piece of me with every step I took I shake the dust off as the sun begins to fade And count my blessings just to live another day Been ‘round in circles like a compass under ground Turns out the simple life was just waiting to be found I guess you could say it’s for the best Take what you want and leave the rest Don’t miss the dirty streets or crazy crowded bars Trade all those memories for this canopy of stars I had all these questions a long, long time ago But maybe I don’t need to know
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Mashed up clam shells everywhere A hundred miles of silver sand Staring out into the blue Feel the texture where I stand Coastal water clear and cool The gulf surrounds me far and wide A clear reflection of the sun Let it keep me warm inside Sometimes you walk into something And it seems a certain way But then you get to the heart of it It’s ain’t less beautiful, it’s just how it is Back home sand is hard to find The city sun don’t feel the same Summer sidewalk makes me miss The way the ocean says my name Sometimes you walk into something And it seems a certain way But then you get to the heart of it It’s ain’t less beautiful, it’s just how it is The concrete doesn’t feed my soul You don’t need to look that deep to see No matter where I am in the world The shoals are waiting there for me
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So it’s nine o’clock on a Tuesday, I got no tonic, got no gin My liver ain’t the problem my heart is slowly caving in The moon is on the Hudson, I taste the salty air I got all the time in the world now but I can’t get my feet to go nowhere Guess I’m sort of alone here, I thought you might be in my arms And all the fishes surround me, then the current starts to turn Up above the earth there’s a couple spinning satellites If I could only reach one maybe I could talk to you tonight Gonna’ make a map of my brainwaves to show you what you do to me And a bowl of cream of mushroom because the kitchen’s finally clean Just got back from a place where I think I spent a real long time All along I wanted something, turns out that thing was undefined How do you climb a mountain if your limbs are made of sand I just want you to hold me as if you have some master plan Because you’re my slice of pizza, you’re the penny made of steel I propose to spend my next 50 years just trying to tell you how I feel
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Your heart was made to break You’ve never been this wide awake You’ve never had so much at stake, it’s not a game So when you figure out what kind of boys You dream about, you’ll find the choice is yours Make up your mind, don’t be afraid My eyes are on the road I’m cutting ties and now I know That when she lies it’s just a code I’m gonna’ crack These lines are slowing down She’s feeling fine inside a frown I need a sign straight out of town, no looking back Can she save herself this time Can she save herself at all On a rooftop freezing cold After midnight’s comes and goes All alone except the moon and what you owe After hours half a glass Skyline motionless at last Slow and peaceful, halfway dead but on the road Can she save herself this time Can she save herself at all Tie me down, tie me down I need to catch my breath and then Somehow get back on my own feet again Lie me down, lie me down Can’t believe I’m still this bad About losing things I never even had Find some meaning in the days To come, a reason still to wake Running wild along a home made way that isn’t always safe
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Head to toe he wears his cotton black All alone he walks on down the track In his mind the self reflection spins Try his nerves and he’ll feel all your sins Look to the skies dear, we’re not the same Look in my eyes dear, that’s not my name You think that you know me, yeah you’ve seen me around But I’m older than you are, and this ain’t my town Been away and missed the summer heat Now he’s back to walk the winter street Enemies and friends alike surprised He returned a different kind of guise Look to the skies dear, we’re not the same Look in my eyes dear, that’s not my name You think that you know me, yeah you’ve seen me around But I’m older than you are, and this ain’t my town Every night the streetlight shadows dance In his mind the trick: intrinsic chance Been away and missed the summer dreams Has his own, a drink from summer streams
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Counting time I can walk around this world Counting lines I can write about one girl Counting fears that I couldn’t help but keep Counting sheep as I try to fall asleep A letter and a picture are all I ask A prayer and a phone call in return It’s only getting harder to find the time I think I’m giving up on you Far too much I’m afraid to open up Far too long I have kept it all inside Far too deep cutting when you criticize Far away never could I find your hand A letter and a picture are all I ask A prayer and a phone call in return It’s only getting harder to find the time To think I’d given up on you Losing sight of the dream I had last night Picking fights with the lines that I could write
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Cold night in the middle of nowhere, cup of coffee in my hand Just got off the phone with you, now I just don’t understand Why fight like strangers making moves out on our own Angry words drawing battle lines, together never felt so alone I want to be forever beside you Thought it feels like you’re a million miles away I want to spend my life dying with you Love will guide us through one more day So I hop in my old car and I hit the road Chicago’s not so far away, this love is such a heavy load Racing to you at 80, to chase these dark clouds away Writing love songs in my head, singing words I want to say I want to be forever beside you Thought it feels like you’re a million miles away I want to spend my life dying with you Love will guide us through one more day Now I’m lying in your broken bed, a slice of heaven in this hell Grew a little in our time apart, being with you I can tell All these reasons for going back never mattered much to me Time for us to put it all to rest, because this is perfect company I want to be forever beside you Thought it feels like you’re a million miles away I want to spend my life dying with you Love will guide us through one more day
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The garbage man was kind enough to take Aboard his diesel chugging steed My best regrets to someplace I will never find Buried deep, satisfaction guaranteed If I were reading from a brilliant movie script There is no way I’d ever make the cut Our leading man must know exactly where he stands No hesitation in his gut Everyone from here to Bowling Green Can feel the pressure coming down But we all know it’s Opposite Day And I sure don’t miss you now From time to time I replay a scene or two It’s black and white, and pretty faint A word I wish I’d said, and many I wish I had not These little cracks pervade the paint Before and after I could taste you bittersweet For nothing else could I have asked My forward steps are slow, my building blocks are small Westbound I will be free at last Just because the sun came up That don’t change my grand design It’s a brisk and brittle Opposite Day And you’re not on my mind We can dance around the feelings But it don’t erase the facts Now the lights are low on Opposite Day And I don’t want you back Never mind the heavy silence Ignore the reasons and the rhyme I miss you least of all on Opposite Day Well I guess that’s all the time
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When they saw the smoke coming through the trees They came ‘cross the tracks, found us on our knees Now they threatened fines and they threatened jail But we spoke our minds and walked down the trail It’s been quite a ride through ups and downs Our muddy tracks are all around It’s been quite a trip from side to side Our bloody hands, an empty clip It’s been quite a ride When we tried to cut through the window wire And the warehouse dogs smelled the morning fire Well he cocked his twelve and he spoke up strong When the pigs arrived we’d already gone It’s been quite a ride through ups and downs Our muddy tracks are all around It’s been quite a trip from side to side Our bloody hands, an empty clip It’s been quite a ride On a chilly day with a promise dark On a pair of wheels past a city park Through a pouring night and an evil dawn Didn’t sleep a wink but we carried on It’s been quite a ride through ups and downs Our muddy tracks are all around It’s been quite a trip from side to side Our bloody hands, an empty clip It’s been quite a ride With a record scratched by too many days On the side of the town where the outlaw stays After guns and cuffs, after rain and snow After wood and steel, after high and low
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The sun will never set on sadness and regret Maybe grace will bless in her lacy dress Explain misunderstood sad souls that never could Find a place to rest Help me be strong to sing you this song Until you fall asleep As the sun sets I won’t forget The twinkle in your eyes When the bough breaks and heaven shakes with a sigh Remind me not to cry Around the joker spins sarcastic evil grins Can he lock me inside a cell of sin Eight beads along a thread and everything you said As a prayer begins As the sun sets I won’t forget The twinkle in your eyes When the bough breaks and heaven shakes with a sigh Remind me not to cry When Starr and Maggie-Jo stood tall they didn’t know What their words could do, how it pulled me through Inspired another chance hold close another dance Until our time is through
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This morning when I left your side You looked like an angel to me But all day it’s been on my mind I gotta’ try harder to be Just what you need and everything you like In a human to have and to hold Maybe with some luck and a whole lotta’ light We can make something broken be whole Like the way my heart feels when I look in your eyes By the morning’s first dawn or the last fading light You can sew up my soul with a quick simple smile And I hope to do the same for you while you and I are running wild I can only imagine the way you look around at the world What a wonder, what a brilliant bouquet to a boy with love from a girl Now we’re in a dream but it seems so real and when I wake to sing out the tune I’ll say really all I need is everything I feel first thing in the morning with you Like the way my heart feels when I look in your eyes By the morning’s first dawn or the last fading light You can sew up my soul with a quick simple smile And I hope to do the same for you while you and I are running wild You are like a rainfall way up in the clouds Never even reaching the ground I’m gonna’ save my dollars for a big hot air balloon One day I’ll come up and never go back down But until I’m flying I’ll practice on the earth Like a baby bird in the nest And I will come and find you when I can reach that high So we can make this life be the best
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Tonight it rained and I used your black umbrella As I sang out loud all the words I wanna’ tell you Walking north on Amsterdam retracing just how scared I am That you might be leaving, I hope you’re not leaving Because you’re full of so much light and so much color Each time we touch there’s new ideas that I discover So when we have a little time can we make it yours and mine And if you’ll let me, I hope you’ll let me Can I be your Friday afternoon? Your Saturday night Let me be your Sunday morning too, we’ll make it sound just right And then just when you think you know the tune I wanna’ sing it a little sweeter If you don’t mind let me be your Friday afternoon In your deep brown eyes I finally feel forgiven For all the times that I’ve been wrong, for all the words I haven’t written Before the days all fade away I’ve got a couple things to say I need a favor, please think this over We both have many miles to walk until we let go And sing the melody together ‘til it echoes Through every morning, noon and night the notes are sweet and full of light So if you’re smiling, please say you’re smiling Let me be your Friday afternoon? Your Saturday night Can I be your Sunday morning too, we’ll make it sound just right And then just when you think you know the tune I wanna’ sing it a little sweeter If you don’t mind let me be your Friday afternoon You have the sweetest lips that I have ever kissed And when you call my name I swear I can’t resist It’s only Tuesday and I know we got 3 more days to go But my heart is up on 113th tonight
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I wonder what would you do if I could rap for you Tell me would you maybe like for me to reach for the mic Because you’re teaching me about diversity Not just a pigment of skin but how a soul can be So many colors and shapes it’s like a carnival babe I’m feeling just like a kid again behind my eyelids There’s all these wonderful sights I wanna’ share all the light Right back to you because I’m just a guest on your time And so I’m going to learn how I can start taking turns With you and taking the lead so you can take a back seat But when you’re ready to drive I wanna’ slide to the side Any direction you go is where I’m headed, you know I don’t think I’ve ever known a girl so brave and so grown So young and beautiful yes but watch her also profess About the things she believes and what society needs Her courage breaks down the walls I used to build I recall Your soul is a million souls A wonder just to behold the stories that she has told The people out in the world who touched the life of this girl Of every background and type with everything that she likes Her heart is open to change and so I must rearrange The things I used to be sure would never change anymore A way I shut out the things I never ever could bring Myself to let in my head and books that I never read She even reads them to me I think it’s setting me free Your soul is a million souls And now as I write this rhyme she may be resting a time In southern comfort so sweet she taps her foot to the beat My future days are for her and I hope she understands That all her lessons I learn will make me more of a man
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I already miss you it hasn’t been long Since I last kissed you the feeling is strong I know I can’t see you tonight so I’ll sleep for awhile When I lay beside you my heart is at home The rest of the world seems to leave me alone After all of the miles we both found a new reason to smile Now my soul is a high as a mountain Yeah I got my head in the clouds But I swear to keep both of my feet planted firm on the ground You’re the answer to all of the questions I’ve always been too scared to ask From the moment we met you’ve been turning my world upside down Headed west on the rails with my only sunshine The living is easy now it’s summer time Let the broken down barns and the shattered old shacks paint the way There’s a bird on my arm and she’ll never let go Like the ones on your shoulders forever they’ll know We can make it together through anything, we’ll fly away Now my soul is a high as a mountain Yeah I got my head in the clouds But I swear to keep both of my feet planted firm on the ground You’re the answer to all of the questions I’ve always been too scared to ask From the moment we met you’ve been turning my world upside down
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Dear friends we are gathered here today In the company of each other Come together to honor and celebrate Our coats of many colors The thing about friendship I believe it is encouraged That each one is something we choose The sake of conversation here's some kinds I've heard of To figure out who's who Well there's big career friends And more austere friends Some insincere friends I got those too Face their fears friends Grin ear to ear friends Let's get weird friends And them's a hoot Yeah you got your film premier friends Grinds my gears friends Once a year friends Sometimes that's more than enough Because they're here friends Or nowhere near friends But the near and dear friends Them's the ones you love Dear friends some are kindly some are kind of gruff And some are crazy as a loon Most speak proper though a few been known to cuss And the best ones tell the truth Looking back if I really do examine I had all sorts of friends and I don't regret it Got a list of names of acquaintances and companions To whom I'm most indebted Fishing off the pier friends Tear in their beer friends Non-binary queer friends We're all beautiful in God's eyes Hipster beard friends Tattooed and pierced friends It ain't clear friends Yeah it takes all kinds New frontier friends Snicker and sneer friends Bought 'em at Sears friends They was sellin' two for one Bagel and schmear friends Parking in rear friends But the near and dear friends Them's the ones you love
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She said our hands are our wings What's left of wings anyway And anything I try to cling to Always flies away She said our hands are our wings 'Cause we're what's left of angels And if any angels still can sing I wish they'd sing to me today You know the higher you go the lonelier it gets That's why birds of prey mate for life Are you someone that I can trust with someone important Like holding me until I feel all right She said our hands are our wings They remain to remind us That rebel angels fought their king And were deformed for their defiance Our hands our wings These small simple things And all the trouble they can bring Our hands our wings
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She said our hands are our wings What's left of wings anyway And anything I try to cling to Always flies away She said our hands are our wings 'Cause we're what's left of angels And if any angels still can sing I wish they'd sing to me today You know the higher you go the lonelier it gets That's why birds of prey mate for life Are you someone that I can trust with someone important Like holding me until I feel all right She said our hands are our wings They remain to remind us That rebel angels fought their king And were deformed for their defiance Our hands our wings These small simple things And all the trouble they can bring Our hands our wings
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Can you hear me, are you listening Is there something that I'm missing The love that I'm confessing I hope it's reaching you I've tried in every language But the words were getting tangled I let go of all the baggage Is my message getting through I'm looking for a passage That only we can find A place that's so enchanted It was always on my mind I can't erase the damage Or turn water into wine But you will always have it This melody of mine The meter isn't flawless And the rhymes may seem confused But this much I can promise That every word is true I'm looking for a passage That only we can find A place that's so enchanted It was always on my mind I can't erase the damage Or turn water into wine But you will always have it This melody of mine
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Rough day you're stressed You could use some tenderness A friend who'll stick around To listen while you talk it out Don't you worry I'm a tell you what I know just the man for the job I'm a gonna be your first responder I'm a be your first responder I'm gonna BE your first responder Dead of winter heat of summer I'll keep you from going under Hold your hand while you recover I can feel you gettin' stronger I'm a gonna be your first responder Zero dark thirty crack of dawn Hit me up whenever you want For somethin' big for somethin' small I'm down for anything anything at all Nothing else I'd rather do Don't think twice I'm here for you Twenty four seven I got your back You can count on me now that's a fact I'm a gonna be your first responder I'm a be your first responder I'm gonna BE your first responder Dead of winter heat of summer I'll keep you from going under Hold your hand while you recover I can feel you gettin' stronger I'm a gonna be your first responder
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Another one of them nights with nothin' to lose You kept lookin' at me and caught me lookin' at you Teasin' like ain't you gonna' make a move Well one of us better But hey no pressure If we're gonna' do this I'ma need some proof Gonna' need a sign lemme' get a clue Will another drink tell me what you wanna' do A little Jamo or some Grey Goose One thing about a bottle it tells the truth If we're gonna' do this I'ma need some proof Everybody knows this is how it starts Shot of somethin' strong and the beat of a heart Can we make a fire outta' this spark Only one way of knowin' Where the whole thing's goin' If we're gonna' do this I'ma need some proof Gonna' need a sign lemme' get a clue Will another drink tell me what you wanna' do A little Fireball or some Absolute One thing about a bottle it tells the truth If we're gonna' do this I'ma need some proof So let's cut to the end of the movie And if we're gonna' do this Then we better prove it If we're gonna' do this I'ma need some proof Gonna' need a sign lemme' get a clue Will another drink tell me what you wanna' do A little Wild Turkey or some Tullamore Dew One thing about a bottle it tells the truth If we're gonna' do this I'ma need some proof
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Life is like a canyon full of twists and turns And I’d follow you anywhere to the ends of the earth But the miles they’d be empty nothing more a dream Unless I find a way to say what I mean My feet may grow tired my legs they might ache But as long as you’re with me I’ll walk ‘til they break I can’t hold it in I won’t waste one more moment Or spend one more day with my heart unspoken I been tryin’ to find the words the ones that ring true To bring you closer to me to bring me closer to you But I can’t keep you waiting I gotta’ say it out loud Everything I been feelin’ right here and right now My feet may grow tired my legs they might ache But as long as you’re with me I’ll walk ‘til they break I can’t hold it in I won’t waste one more moment Or spend one more day with my heart unspoken So take my hand to have and to hold There ain’t no telling how far we can go My feet may grow tired my legs they might ache But as long as you’re with me I’ll walk ‘til they break I can’t hold it in I won’t waste one more moment Or spend one more day with my heart unspoken Spend one more day with my heart unspoken
33.
I reckon true love’s my destiny There’s someone like you meant just for me Not just any old flame, no Boy Scout fires My sights are set a whole lot higher Move over Disney, make room for me My favorite flavor of fairy tale Aint’ champagne it’s ginger ale Buying in bulk that’s the bomb Sensible choices turn me on Honey let’s go see what’s on sale I wanna dance with you until the break of 9 o’clock I wanna kiss you for a little while then we’ll stop You make my life pretty good I guess You’re my status quo more or less And you’re most of what I’ve been dreaming of So let’s never throw out this perfectly good enough love Everybody wants the best seats in the house We don’t even need to leave the couch Snuggle up and watch the Grammys I love how you fill those flannel jammies Don’t let me forget to put the recycling out You really sweep me off my feet You know I mean occasionally Every time one of us cleans the toilet It fells like we’re Romeo and Joilet
34.
Swam through a river of excuses So deep that I almost drowned Kicked around and fought my way through ‘Til I showed up and stood my ground Still tryin’ to figure it out I’m gonna’ ask for what I need Be the change that I wanna’ see I’ve got nothing left to prove Gonna’ say it ‘til I know it’s true And I’m finally sure I’m worth a little more I’ve earned it I know I deserve it And I'm learning I'm worth a little more I’m learning how to say yes and mean it Lords knows I’ve heard the word "No" When you’re a friend I’m gonna make you believe it That I’m okay with letting go
35.
In my four years here at the boys’ lunch table A gal never came around So the day you did I couldn’t stop myself From walkin up and sittin’ down Didn’t know it at the time but when your eyes met mine It was the start of something beautiful and new The world stopped (right) on cue when you said – hey how’re you Something changed inside of me Ann Marie A couple years later according to the haters We were goin’ way too fast Take a good look now we're thinkin’ ‘bout a house And four words I want to ask Surprised me at the time but when your eyes met mine It was the start of something beautiful and new I fall a little deeper and it sounds a little sweeter Every time you say I love you To me Ann Marie I may never walk the streets of Rome Or sail the seven seas But if I do I want you TO BE there too So Ann Marie will you marry me Well it happened right on time and when your eyes met mine It was the start of something beautiful and new Now I know that it’s the truth when you say the words “I do” Here’s to forever you and me Ann Marie
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Turned 18 and hit the ground running No idea what would be coming Facin’ my fears afraid of pullin’ in last Chasin’ my dreams is an uphill battle Give all I got nothin’ else matters A blessing and a curse growin’ up fast When you’re down in the valley And the mountains look so tall Just keep on climbin’ No matter how many times you fall Ask anyone who’s been there done it Every time you get knocked down Hit the ground runnin’ High on faith but low on money Whether that sky is gray or sunny One tear, one smile, one day at time You’ll get knocked down so get back up It happens to the best of us All that matters is you keep on tryin’ Anywhere worth gettin’ there’s gonna’ be risk involved If your dreams don’t scare you, they’re too small
37.
Every once in awhile I take a slow stroll To the edge of the cloud That hangs over the ground You laid me down on And I wonder if you know what my intentions were Did you ever find the band I'd bought for your hand Would you have said I do For every heartache there's a blessing A silver lining in every lesson All the gospels say you'll meet me here someday I don't doubt it for a minute But I hope you keep on livin' Until the angels sing And it's time to bring that ring I'll be waiting here in heaven Ever since the day I met you mama always knew You're more than my best friend A love that never ends Thank God you're there with her In the late December sky I keep a weathered eye When you help her light that tree And say a prayer for me I hear every word Remember when you feel like giving up and lettin' go The gold around your finger means you're not alone So I hope you keep on livin' Until the angels sing And it's time to bring that ring I'll be waiting here in heaven == === = === == Every once in awhile I take a slow stroll To the edge of the cloud That hangs over the ground You laid me down on And I wonder if you know what my intentions were Did you ever find the band I'd bought for your hand Would you have said I do For every heartache there's a blessing A silver lining in every lesson Well the gospels say you'll meet me here someday One more angel here in heaven He said when I first met you he already knew You'd make a perfect wife And he's known me all my life He knows what he's talkin' about Best friends are loyal tried and true so I was proud of you That he was your first call When too much alcohol Put me in the ground For every heartache there's a blessing A silver lining in every lesson Well the gospels say you'll meet me here someday One more angel here in heaven In the late December sky I keep a weathered eye For my two best friends on earth As you help him light the tree and say a prayer for me I'll hear every word
38.
I saw you comin’ a mile away Tryin’ to be smooth with that look on your face Did I look like I needed your help to have a good time Like I wanna’ meet someone like you tonight Keep your one liners It’s cute that you’re tryin’ I know I’m a keeper, I know I’m a catch Try all you won’t but you ain’t got a chance I know what I’m worth, won’t settle for less This song was over before the first dance Save it for the next girl that sits in this seat Whatever you’re workin’ ain’t working on me No, it didn’t hurt when I fell from heaven Boy, get out of here with your empty words Dangerous ground where you’re headed The lesson you’re about to learn It’s time to stop tryin’ You’re just wastin’ my time
39.
Every kid wants to win the lottery And I was no exception Bought a scratch off every week To add to my collection Made a list of what I’d do If I picked the perfect digits Never dreamed I’d see the day Arrive when I actually win it All the jokes are funny and all the books are good All the children play nice in every neighborhood Every day is better than the last and everything is easy Since the day I won the lottery I’m not going to tell anybody I don’t want to jinx it I'm not gonna' shout it out I won't even think it But I'm about to win it all It'll be terrific And today's the day I'm sure of it Here's my winning ticket
40.
It’s five o’clock and it’s already dark But all the lights of Brooklyn fill up my heart Get on the phone I better call my dad Looks like I’m walkin’ ‘cause I can’t catch a cab Hey! Yes, I said I’m coming home for Christmas No, Dad I just need you to stay on the phone until I get home Help Rosa cross the road at 6:15 Avoid the guidos hanging out in the street So many puppies in the neighborhood (uh oh) I stepped in something and it doesn’t smell good So much I love here and so much I don’t Rats in the gutter streets paved with gold Every day in this crazy city Gets me wondering how long I’ll be here It’s still the nicest place I can afford The smell of Golden Dragon Kitchen next door I used to love it back in twenty-ten (Along with Pitbull, and Jeggings, and Ethan…oh gosh) I hardly recognize the girl I was then So much I love here and so much I don’t Waking up hopeful and winding up broke Every day in this crazy city Gets me wondering how much is too much
41.
Did you wear your wedding ring Tell yourself it don't mean anything Leave the lights or was it dark In the backseat of our car Were you with her in our bed By the pictures of our kids Will you tell me who she is Will you say who started it So I can pull all the pieces together Figure out the lies from the truth From the lies of what's going on So help me pull all the pieces together How long is the longing Of a love that's been undone I thought I knew you so well Every drop of your blood That back of the neck smell Did I turn the blindest eye? Did I wanna be deaf to your excuses To every late night Every question hurts to ask I do but I don't wanna know what came to pass I feel so much that I can't see straight Nothing I can say will change what's happened It's way too late
42.
Sup fuckers my name is Kolt I'm a human lighning bolt If you think I will then I won't Did you think I do well I don't, bitch Sup fuckers I write these songs In between fat hits of the bong My body's short my dick is long You can either suck it or sing along
43.
Searchers came and searchers went And everywhere they smelled the scent Of a people brave and a people bold Who lived for aeons since days of old And when the searchers finally left From every rock and every cleft Strange little eyes popped into view As silent as the mornings dew They assembled and all agreed The leader stood and he decreed “To outlast the passing years Learn when and how to disappear” I was born a searching man With searching heart searching hands I searched the earth high and low Until one night ten years ago Two eyes appeared as night fell down I followed close without a sound Last time I saw my family Thank God they came but did not see
44.
They called me slugger and handed me a bat I stepped up to the plate You know the difference is half a second flat Between too early and too late Coach was coaching pitching bits of wisdom He told me life's a game Win or lose I made sure I listened Remember every word today Ain't it funny how the fastballs fly Hit or miss in the wink of an eye There's hardly time to wipe away the tears You strike out then you hit a homer Before you know it the game is over And the fans all disappear Seems like the fastballs get faster every year I was yay high when I started playing ball Running 'round the bases Let me tell you since the days when I was small Nothing really changes
45.
I met her on a three day weekend retreat She tried to warn me ‘bout her two left feet Her third eye hypnotized me Her name was Sophia Loren Monroe We split a ribeye she got another to go And she’d only just begun to surprise me She’s 3 pounds of lovin’ in a 2 pound sack She’s all your greatest hits plus a bonus track She’s double or nothing if you know what I mean She’s half angel half devil half in between On a scale of one to ten she’s a solid fifteen She's breakin' all the rules of physics logic and math She’s a woman and a half She drives me crazy and part way back Like an F150 with an extra tank So I got down on both knees and croaked out the question Ring had two diamonds one big one little One like a gumball one like a Skittle She gave me half a smile I guess she’s acquiescin’ I loved her one time she loved me twice back That’s three times if you’re keeping track Carry the one don’t forget to subtract She’s a woman and a half and that’s a stone cold fact If you see her on the street good luck driving past She’s a woman and a half What percent is that you shouldn’t have to ask She’s a woman and a half
46.
The paint may show some wear This far down the road The tires are looking bare This far down the road But the engine's running smooth Because everybody knows You only get your groove This far down the road Sometimes you find the truth This far down the road Between the gravel and your boots This far down the road The good times come and go The songs just seem to flow There’s no time to say goodbye This far down the road This far down the road this far down the road That’s the way it goes this far down the road There’s always one more round always one more town That’s the way it goes this far down the road Many souls grow cold and lonely This far down the road Some lose sight of where they started This far down the road I'm livin with the memories Of all the seeds I've sowed That's the way it goes when your This far down the road
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I’m don’t always know what’s right but I’ll never do you wrong In between the days and nights the staying and the moving on When I’m coming home to you the highway sure is long I’m don’t always know what’s right but I’ll never do you wrong There’s a picture in my mind of where I want to be Only trouble is it’s miles ahead of me It keeps me up at night until just before the dawn I don’t always know what’s right but I’ll never do you wrong Miles and miles stretching in the distance For a while I am somewhere else You and me sitting in the kitchen Not some cheap motel High and low looking for the answers Hours to go before I lay me down Rearview mirrors and second chances Disappear in the lost and found Now I’m driving across the prairie open road and open skies Driving into sunset feels like sawdust in my eyes Still 2 hours east of Joplin I’ll be stopping (hold) but I won’t be staying long I don’t always know what’s right But I’ll never do you wrong
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It's a hand me down passing the torch A habit from my father and his before He's trapped in the bottle can't drink his way out It's a silhouette he can't live without We all got pain we all got demons Sometimes they win sometimes we beat 'em Is it my turn to take up his cross Hunt and be hunted to fight and be fought // Too heavy to lift can't pay what it costs The river runs deep (and) many men drown I'm treading water in this hand me down // I swam away with/from my hand me down So I threw some punches and I burned some bridges Couldn't care less who was on the other end // Woke up in more than my fair share of ditches And I drove home wasted time after time If the 5-0 don't catch you then it's not a crime // And I drove home wasted thinkin' I was alright // Passed out on the floor by the dawn's early light // Driving home wasted just before dawn // Burning a candle that was all but gone What becomes of a hand me down If one day you just throw it out
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They call me the elevator All the way to the top They call me the elevator I’m never gonna’ stop Keep going up up up I’m feelin’ luxe luxe luxe Yeah I’m elevating I was in the basement Looking at the top Didn’t know how to get there What do I gotta' do to rise up Lift me up I’m putting in the hours I can feel it I’ve got A new kind of power I’m leveling up up up I got my feet on the floor And my head in the clouds Climbing higher and higher I ain’t never coming down I’m on a whole new level Population one I’ll be way past the penthouse Before this is done

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released December 26, 1902

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James Tristan Redding Nashville, Tennessee

British-American songwriter, singer, audiobook narrator, studio player, Godin Guitars official artist.

Founded global collective www.SongAWeek.org, performance art experience The Under Over: tinyurl.com/uoxuo (song circle underneath a highway) and writing retreat www.TheNashville24.com (annual challenge: write 24 songs in 24 hours).

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